
As 2024 is on its last chapter, I realize it’s a year that has enlightened me on much of myself. Showed me how much I’m in my own way. Showed me how much unrealized potential I still have…. And it made me take a harsh, honest look at myself. I’m usually not much for New Year’s resolutions and such. But, this year, it’s gonna be a different approach…. I discovered much that I wish/need to change if I intend to live the life I am capable and deserving of. I have lived a life with no plan (I never thought I’d live this long), not much structure, winging everything by the seat of my pants and no real aspirations in recent years. I was just existing. Not even feeling like myself most days. I discovered that I was in a mentally unhealthy phase and it took longer to shake than I ever imagined or hoped to admit. In that unhealthy phase, I seem to have become more of a talker, than a doer. And anyone who KNOWS me, knows that ain’t me. So, before the new year kicks off, it’s time to accept my accountability and make amends to those who have tolerated me this long while in this phase…. I’ve made promises I didn’t keep and cheapened my own word in the process. Even if no one caught on, I know better. And cheapened it to myself. I had grand aspirations for 2024, but no plan. Well, no plan means no real progress. So, as the year ends? I’m rebooting and reprogramming myself. Getting my resolutions in motiin now. And practicing them each day beginning NOW. So that when the New Year hits? I’ll be in proper motion with momentum behind me. I’m sharing this intention with all of you to keep myself publicly accountable. As that’s what I need. Accountability…. It’s like I get to get away with too much shit in my world. And although it can be fun? I ain’t tryna live like that. I’ve been and lived as a big ass kid my whole life. Now that I’m a few months away from being 50 years old? I think it’s actually time to grow the fuck up…. And make the most of myself with the tools I’ve been blessed with to do so…. That said? #StayTuned because I’m gonna give my all into anything I invest time, energy or attention in. And when I’m focused? I move fucking mountains…. #GameOver2025